So sorry for the lack of posts because i am really busy even during my semester break. There are a lot of things going on and so i wasn't able to actually sit down and write a blog post. But today i can since there's no school for me for the rest of this week hurray !
Really thankful to those who are still checking out this space even though it's been ages since i've blogged. I will try to squeeze in some time to update this space but i'm not really sure if i can because this new semester is crazy.
I start school at around 9pm almost everyday (that's okay) but i normally end school later than what my timetable states. Even though there's 1 day where i get to go home at 1, that day is usually booked for makeup lessons and project work. I'm not saying that my course is tougher, it's just because semester 1 and semester 2 are so so different. Semester 1 was so relaxing then.
But still, i'm really thankful that i have fun classmates who makes boring lessons a lil bearable.
During last semester's break, i didn't take any rest at all, literally. I found a job with
Javier at a frozen yogurt shop and we passed the interview. Initially i thought we applied for the outlet at Star Vista but it turns out that we were posted to the one in Katong I12 (near Paya Lebar mrt station).
So, travelling time takes up to
1hr 30 mins.
And since the sales at Katong is a lot better, they need to make sure that there are people working there so Javier and my schedule became really packed.
Out of the 7 days in a week, about 5 days are spent on working.
Even though i did complain a lot but luckily i met really great workmates and also, the working environment is really great too.
Most of the time, my shift is from 10am to 10pm, so imagine what time i had to wake up and what time would i be able to reach home.
I'm also thankful that my dad would come and pick me up whenever he's free. He told my mum that i should quit this job, find another one instead as i often reach home really late and he says he's worried for my safety too. But i couldn't quit because my manager really needs people to work. So instead, my dad came pick me up instead.
Yes i am still working now but only on saturdays; but at Star vista which is better for me. At first i hesitated a little but since it's way nearer to my house, i agreed to my manager's request. So i'm still working but it's only from 10am to 4pm. Plus, i always spend my saturdays resting and chilling in my bed so i might as well help out my manager.
Still in the 'trying out' stage to see if i can manage my time well. If i can't, i might have to quit.
As i've mentioned earlier, i decided to redesign my blog again because i was getting a little tired of it and i wanted a change hahaha
My new layout :
Changed my overall theme to just black and white because hahah as you all know, i have a liking for everything monochrome so i decided that that's what i wanted for my blog too.
I've also redesigned my banner because i figured out that the previous one has too much things going on. It took me quite a while to come up with this because i don't really have anything in mind but yeah, this was what i came up with after hours.
Added a Ask.fm ask box too for convenience. I've switched the links for my social medias to pictures too because i think pictures look so much better and is easier to identify
And a popular posts column too.
By "life" it can mean a lot like : school life, love life etc
So last semester wasn't really a great one so i spent sometime during my holidays to sort out my thoughts.
To be honest, my gpa wasn't good. Because of one module, my gpa got pulled down a lot. So i spent some time during my holidays thinking about my priorities and what i should do about it in the new semester.
One thing in mind was to : change my way of studying.
During last semester, i would often leave all my tutorials to the weekends or do it the day before my tutors need it. But now, i try to do whatever tutorial that my lecturer covers on that day itself so that when weekends come, i'll have time to rest and also revise if i need to.
It's been 2 weeks ever since i've done that and i'm pretty happy about it though ((although i'm starting to lose that motivation)) but yeah i'll do it.
About love life ? Nope nothing. Even though i am at the age whereby everyone around me is starting to get attached, i still haven't got anything exciting happen to me.
And that's kind of expected because y'know i can't make it when it comes to physical appearance.
It's weird how i visualize myself in 10 years to be living in an apartment with my sister and my pet dog instead of what girls usually visualize themselves to be - in a relationship with the love of their lives and spending time with them or uhm something along that line.
Yeah i used to visualize that too, a few years back, but after some time, i realised that being single can be a really good thing too. I came to that conclusion after some things that has happened in the past.
Me being in a relationship ? Nah it seems a little to far for me right now.
But to be very honest, i do envy couples whenever i see them around and i do have friends who have been together with their girl/boyfriends for a very long time now. Yes i do envy them and i sincerely hope that they will stay the same for a very long time to come :-)
Sometimes i would ask myself and think, "what would it be like if i have that someone in my life right now?"
To those who have that someone in your life, cherish them because they didn't just enter your life for no reason. Cherish them because not everyone is as lucky as you.
To those who doesn't, fret not. I still believe in "what is meant to be, will be" i hope you all do too. Don't worry, you'll find your soulmate one day.
Till then, xx.
