New year resolutions ( though it's very late.... )

New year resolutions for 2014 

Hahaha yeah i know it's late to be doing my 2014 new year resolutions because it's already february. But the thing is, i didn't really have time to sit down and think of what i really want, so......

1) Be more sociable and friendly i guess ?

Because this year I'll be going to a new school, a new poly so i definitely have to be more friendly and sociable so that i can make new friends. Or else i'm gonna be forever alone for the rest of my 3 years in poly.

2) Lead a healthier lifestyle than 2013

2013 has been a rather healthy year for me because i realised that i didn't touch fast food for months because i am aware of the calories and also sometimes after school, i'll head home and workout. Also i've been walking home from the station everyday to and fro school or whenever i go out without my dad driving me so at least there's some form of exercise.

But this year i told myself to be healthier by eating lesser, especially carbs. And also avoid snacks, instant noodles or any unhealthy food after 8pm. And i also want to lose some weight..... Yup i know that right now, my weight is suitable for my height. But still, i hope to and i want to achieve my desired weight of below 50kg. I may sound greedy, it may sound unrealistic ( i know haha ) but i'm sure if i work hard, i'll be able to achieve i guess ? Hopefully * fingers crossed *

It's a goal afterall.

3) Don't overthink too much.

I actually overthink a lot whenever i'm alone in a quiet environment. I tend to think a lot that sometimes my thoughts scares me. So this year i'll try not to overthink ? Maybe yes i might still do, but a little lesser i guess ?

4) Don't let the slightest things affect me. (???)

I realised that i let the slightest things affect my mood and i have to stop letting that affect me. 

Things that people said 3 years ago, i still remember them. Not because that they are good things about me, but they are bad. That's why my mind systematically let those things flash though because it's like a constant reminder to me. A constant reminder to me that those are what people think, and i'll have to change it.

This is going to be the hardest thing ever because i have a low self-esteem. I am not confident about myself so whatever people say about me, i'll just accept it. Because i am not confident enough to retaliate, to disagree with them or to speak up for myself. And for the rest of my life, i'll remember what they've said and replay it over and over again in my mind.

5) Do what i really want to do.

As long as it doesn't involve a lot of money. And i like shopping so.... maybe i'll just buy a few pieces of clothing now and then to make myself happy ? I know i'll be spending money, but it's my money that i'll be spending. Those money are my hard earned money form working so it makes a lot of sense if i spend that money and make myself happy.

I like art and blogging too.... so i'm going to set aside some time and do that.

That's prolly it i guess. I really do hope that i'll be able to fulfill these 5 resolutions and proudly say " I've did it ! " at the end of the year.