Kris

So all of you prolly have heard about Kris filing a lawsuit against SM Entertainment. And then there are some rumours that Kris is going to leave EXO.

As a fan of EXO and kris-biased i am very sad and affected by this. I mean who wouldn't be ? It's sad to be unable to see Kris in EXO's future activities and comebacks and unable to see him introduce himself as EXO-M's duizhang.

" I thought that those rumors with "exo members on WGM" is the worst but it's not. Kris leaving EXO is the worst, most painful and saddest "

 Reasons why Kris is my bias in EXO :

- He has a cool appearance but his behaviours shows otherwise.

 

 

- Cutest smile ( gummy smile yet fking adorable )

- Handsome ( do i still need to explain this ? )

But nevertheless,

- Best Duizhang 

For standing outside Tao's bathroom for 30 minutes to guard him becos Tao said he saw a ghost.

- Like a father.

He protects his members. 

I believe there are videos of him protecting his members ( Lay, etc)

" And he shows this compassion with his members as well. We’ve all learned that Kris is the one who takes care of them when they’re sick and goes out to buy medicine. And Tao has told us that Kris spoils him, and buys him anything he wants, and is willing to shower with him, and basically treat him like a little brother. The way I see it, Kris is sort of the big brother or as they call him, the dad of EXO. He cooks for them on occasion (even if it’s not very good lol) and he buys them things when they go out "

- Treats his fans well.

" We’ve seen him buy extra luggage to carry fangifts, give fans chocolates, tell security not to hit the fans, and we’ve seen him always make an effort to acknowledge his fans and those with camera’s and such. "

There are many more reasons that i can give but..... I'm not going to continue becos it's going to make me tear even more ;(

Pretty sure that the other 11 members of EXO are feeling as sad as all the EXOstans right now or maybe more. 

There are also sayings that Kris as Myocarditis..... 

Hurts my heart to see this.

After seeing this, i sort of realise that even if Kris leaves EXO, i will support his decisions and i'm sure other EXOstans would becos we really wouldn't want Kris so risk his health again. I think what he really needs is rest so if leaving EXO can let him have ample rest, all of us will support you.

Although there is another selfish part of me who wants Kris to return back to EXO and resume his duty as a duizhang but i guess right now, what matters most is his health. Yes i would love Kris to return to EXO again BUT only when he is feeling alright.

EXO will never be the same again without Kris

 The whole galaxy will never be the same without Kris

"We lost our happy virus, he was so zoned out here"

#Webelieveinyoukris

We've got your back. The whole galaxy got your back. 

Baekhyun got your back.

 

 

 

We need you. EXO needs you.

 

Chen, do this now.

 

We are one. Always. Forever.

Kris will forever be my bias even thought he might not be in EXO anymore. And i will continue supporting EXO but EXO will never be the same again. Without Kris, EXO isn't 1. It isn't OT12.

i wonder..

i wonder how…

    - how minseok felt when his chinese chingu who often translated for him was on the news

    - how luhan felt when his fellow 90 liner chinese member who often laughs with him and treats him like a bro was said to be leaving

    - how yixing felt when the person who protected him like a little brother didn’t come back from china

    - how baekhyun felt when his galaxy hyung who he leaned on in times wasn’t there when he needed him

    - how jongdae felt when the hyung who taught him chinese sometimes and was there to translate and make him laugh wasn’t suddenly there

    - how kyungsoo felt when the tall hyung who contradicted his height (but hey that made him better to lean on) was suddenly reported to have filed a lawsuit

    - how jongin felt when the galaxy hyung of the group wasn’t there to make them laugh with his weirdness anymore

    - how chanyeol felt when his bro friend, his twin tower, his rapping partner, the one who answered whenever he said ‘ayo waddup krease’ suddenly didn’t answer back

    - how tao felt when the hyung he looked up to the most, the hyung he leaned on when times were rough, the hyung who was there during his trainee years, the duizhang who led the group incredibly, was suddenly leaving

    - how sehun felt when the hyung he often insulted, the hyung he laughed about but was always there when times were rough, the hyung he considered as his daddy, suddenly didn’t return home

    - and i really wonder how junmyeon felt when his other half, the father of the kids, the father of all 10 with him as the mother, the 00 in 100, the tall leader who didn’t seem like a leader but was always there to catch him and the other members when they fell and will help them back up, was suddenly not able to catch him, was suddenly gone

    - but i also wonder how yifan felt while he filed the lawsuit, all the consequences running through his head, all the fans’ possible reactions, each member’s face flashing in his mind, minseok, luhan, yixing, baekhyun, jongdae, kyungsoo, jongin, chanyeol, zitao, sehun, junmyeon, we are one, exo saranghaja,i wonder how he felt when all of these passed through his mind

    i really want to know how they felt, because i already know what we all feel, sad, disappointed, depressed, broken - we were all like this but i wonder how much worse it is for them, i wonder if half of the pain we’re feeling isn’t half of the pain they’re experiencing

    but for now all i could do is wonder and wait but i will never stop supporting them with the decisions they’ll make because as long as they’re happy and safe, i’ll try my best to be the same

    we are one, exo saranghaja!

So emotional while writing this, while scrolling through Kris's gifs. Tearing becos it hurts to see Kris having health issues, SM ent asking EXO members not to communicate with him, all the members being hurt and also fearing that there's a possibility that Kris might not be in EXO anymore.

Tao: singing sad songs in SM building.
Chanyeol: swollen eyes from crying
Lay: walking home from SM building without taking the car.

* Seems like EXO has became an important part in my life becos i'm tearing and being sad over a guy that prolly doesn't know my existence and i believe other EXOstans would understand this. But this is what true fans are for isn't it ? Supporting your idols morally.
Kris, whatever your decision is, we will always support you. But i hope your friendship with the members won't be affected becos they need you as much as we need you.
Don't be gone for too long. *